South Africa speedster Kagiso Rabada, who has been suspended for the final Test against England, said he let the team and himself down. <p></p> <p></p>"It's something that I didn't expect. Whether it was the right thing to ban me, or the wrong thing, the reality is that I am banned. Obviously it hurts, but it gives me a chance to work on my game and to have a bit of a rest," Sport24.co.za quoted Rabada as saying. <p></p> <p></p>"It can't keep happening, because I'm letting the team down and I'm letting myself down. It just can't keep happening and that's why it hurts so much," he added. <p></p> <p></p>Rabada on Friday was reprimanded by the International Cricket Council (ICC) and as a result, he would be missing the upcoming fourth Test match against England. He was also fined 15 percent of his match fee and received one demerit point after being found guilty of a Level 1 breach of the ICC Code of Conduct for Players and Player Support Personnel. <p></p> <p></p>During the first day of the third Test match, Rabada dismissed Joe Root, and he celebrated in a very vocal manner. He was also seen getting too close to the batsman. <p></p> <p></p>Rabada violated Article 2.5 of the ICC's code, which relates to "using language, actions or gestures which disparage or which could provoke an aggressive reaction from a batter upon his or her dismissal during an international match". <p></p> <p></p>England are currently leading the four-match Test series 2-1 and South Africa will be aiming to draw the series by winning the final Test. <p></p> <p></p>Rabada feels that they can level the series. <p></p> <p></p>"We can go there and level the series if a few things go our way ... it's highly, highly possible," he said. <p></p> <p></p>The fourth Test between South Africa and England will begin on January 24.